Or my brain is bored. Or my brain is just an a$$hole.
I’ve been feeling good, feeling strong, handling life and even enjoying it.
So my brain stirred up a good dose of obsession. But try again, I can handle the obsessive thoughts and actions, I have tools for working around them.
So my brain tried again and this is a new kind of fun, something I have not seen in quite a while. Either an ocular migraine or aura before a migraine, I am seeing cool floating lines everywhere. They shimmer and dance and would actually be entertaining and beautiful if I wasn’t trying to read my new procedural notes at work.
So this blog is short, too many red underlines as I type in between the lines that only I can see.
Off to lay down I guess and ice my head. I literally need to chill out. Migraines are always my physical signal to rest – or else. If I push through them, it can escalate to violent vomiting and days of pain.
What’s bothering me is I don’t think I’m doing too much, so where is this coming from? Punishment for feeling strong?
Likely just allergies and weather change from 80 to snow to I think about 60 today.